With Regret and Hope :: Love Letters Dating Email Relationships

Dear Anthony,It has taken me awhile to write this letter. Please ingest it with care and understand that much thought went into it.I miss the modality we used to be. I manage with all my heart that there was some(prenominal) way we could go sanction to the days where your eyes beheld me as the approximately beautiful woman you had constantly seen, when your heart felt more living in my presence, when the thought of me kept you warm on a nipping night. I still feel that way about you.I realise that I am the one to blame for letting us give-up the ghost and for letting you down. I know that I messed up, the things that I did were wrong, and I wish that there were something that I could do to go back in date and undo them. I know what its like to be hurt the way that I hurt you. It hurt me to see the pain that I caused you and non be able to do anything to make it better.Now here we are, unitedly again, but it doesnt feel the same. I know you still care for me, and cacoe thes me, but I wonder if you are ever going to cin one casede me. How do we get past the hurt? What can I do for you to forgive me, to let me into your heart again, to earn back your trust and once again feel the fullness of your lovemaking?I look back on all that I took for granted, and I wish that I had apprehended everything you offered me, and I know that if I had that back, I would work to keep it for forever. I wouldnt push it away like I did then. I would bask in every moment of your love. I want a chance to love you the right way, but I need you to let me in. The distance in the midst of us pulls at my heart. It is there even when I am in your arms. Yes, I have suffered for my sins, the greatest suffering I have ever known feeling as if I have lost you and your love. I am asking that you forgive me.I remember a period when we kissed and touched each other for the sheer pleasure of it. How we loved to be next to each other and had to be next to each other. We couldnt in habit until we could be together again.